When I first started the practice of listening more deeply to God I thought I had to have this “conversion” experience every time, much like what was described to me during revivals as a child. “Give your life to Christ and then you will be saved. You will be changed!” But it never felt “right” to me. I felt I was always waiting for this smack over the head or bright light or something, which honestly made me feel like I was doing it wrong; like I was an imposter.